Wednesday, April 2, 2008

two days ago while I was at work, I got shocking news. It made me sad and pissed off hearing the news.
I guess I was more pissed off because they had hurt and emberrassed someone I love. It fires me up when people talk shit to the vulnerable, especially a family member of mine.
There's so much behind this but I cant continue. I just know things are going to be okay. I feel optomistic about it and happy.
So fuck all you BITCHES who pretend to be friends.
EAT A BOWL OF SHIT!
Hmmm, its been a while.
A few things have happened since.
Last week I went to my mom's house and saw my youngest nephew with boxing gloves practicing in the yard with my brother. It was strange to see him with boxing gloves because he's so young and because my mother wouldn't allow them in the house. She's always has been against any force of violence.

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Apperantly my 12 and 11 year old nephews were walking home from school when they were aproached by 8 other kids. My nephews being so young and good at heart did not see what was shortly coming to them.
Well, the 8 kids sorrounded my 2 nephews, luckily my youngest nephew was able to run and get out of the situation, but in doing so he left his older cousin to deal with the 8 kids.
The 8 kids tackled my nephew to the floor and began to beat him.
My brother and sister pay a good amount for their private school tuition, hopping their child will be safe and away from everyday violence. But this bullshit happens regardless.

Now my nephews who were just two innocent kids a few days ago, have changed and grown in many ways. They have faced the reality of this fucked up world.
My oldest nephew who got jumped by these little fuckers is now more mad at the world. And my youngest innocent nephew who could never hit a thing or person in his life, is now learning everyday how to defend himself and stick up for his family instead of running.
Wtf, they're just kids. THey should never have to face this kind of shit.

Friday, February 15, 2008

fuck, I just got a call that a friend we grew up with, was killed early this morning.
Its fucked up that gang violence is killing the youth so rapidly. It's Los Angeles' greatest epidemic.
Man, it scares me. I fear for my brothers every night. I know shit could happen to them so quickly just because they're males and in live in a " neighborhood"
I fear them coming home late at night and something bad happening to them.
It fucking scares me, especially when someone dies because it means more retaliation and more violence in the streets.
I sometimes feel bad because I've moved out and I dont have to hear or think about it as much. But I know my family still lives in the area and they have to worry about shit like that everyday.

Friday, February 8, 2008

weeping pussy willow


This bush doesnt look too happy. hahaha

Bleeding Hearts


Another one of my favorites

Dancing Ballerinas


Botany name; Fuschias.
I've always liked these flowers because they really look like ballerinas.